everything

"What does sorry for everything mean, I still wonder?" Lynn said to herself.

There had been countless arguments without a proper understanding of how they actually began and the reasons that caused them. Looking back, it was as if there just had to be an argument within a certain period to stir things up between them, although all she wanted was just to calmly be like normal friends with him as he was with the others. What was it, a routine just between the two of them?

For the last argument, Jason apologised to her, saying sorry for everything.

I wonder if you know what that everything is. Even I don't know what you mean by it. Since we never really knew what we were sorry for to amend for, so causing another argument eventually without knowing the real reason of why it happened...

Knowing the kind of person he is, she knew he would not give her a direct answer if asked directly.

"Well, with this, I guess we won't argue anymore. We probably won't see each other anymore. Who knows, right?" she said to herself again, looking on, as Jason disappears from sight.

hope you'll be happy someday, my friend.

It's always been about you, hasn't it?

"Eh?"

She wore her typical smile. It was not a smirk or anything, there was no intention of harm from her in any way.

As Jason was also helping out to unpack the boxes and take the books out of the boxes as volunteer work for charity, alongside his friend Lynn, he went blinking his eyes a few times at what she said, pausing everything he was doing for a split second. No replies. Then he went on with what he was doing.

Lynn rearranged the last books from what seemed like the last box of used books to be donated for charity.

She turned to Jason before leaving as her task seemed to be done.

"Well, hope you'll be happy someday, my friend. Sayonara."

She smiled, and left.

hm!

A few more thoughts come about and hey, instead of going ahead with the previous story or anything like it, I figured I'd let this blog be about my short writings instead, with posts that need not be related to one after another as if I am writing a novel with so many chapters!

I got reminded of a friend from Ausmat 18 who told me about her disinterest in anime, that she had no interest to watch it since it has so many episodes that go on and on and on that would make her anxious to wait for the next episodes to watch! So she prefers stuff like, I dunno, movies? 2-hour comedy or drama? Basically things without so many continuations, since waiting for the upcoming episodes is annoying for her :P

(I understand how that felt, actually! Back then when I really loved certain dramas or even soap operas, :P)

So let the short writings begin!

Err, soon, not yet :)

stop

I think...

I am stopping this story. A story of my own life, for some parts. Heh... does anyone really read it? That doesn't matter, but I don't know of my commitment in writing this. Definitely not much as you can see. And I think I should have written my previous writings differently, the story went off bad.

So I will probably stop here, and probably will keep writing for it too sometime in the future and keep fixing all that had already been written. In the end, it is still just a hobby of mine :)

Take care!